I'm blue in daboodidabidiii
No one will fuck you better than someone who gets pleasure from making you cum
• that’s the goal, she’s gotta cum first. twice. •
Leaving 2018 behind, but never forgotten. I am a drug addict and that’s something that will never change, & I really don’t want to change that about myself anymore. My experiences and my story are my best assets & I am slowly learning to love myself for who I am, and who I want to be. Shooting heroin and smoking meth has taken me to the darkest depths of hell and I am so lucky after several overdoses I am alive today. When I opened myself up to the sunlight of the spirit, something happened. I stopped being a slave to the needle, I stopped existing & started living. I let people love me and the monster of misery stopped being louder than the part of me that wanted to get better. I will never be cured & I only have a daily reprieve. I am as close to another relapse just as much as the local junkie on your street corner. It’s all contingent upon the next decision I make. But I at this moment choose not to live in fear & I choose freedom today. I love you all.
12/3/18
